Friday, 30 August 2013


whoaa,,kind of astounding for not updating my blog awhile..
and now,i don't exactly know how to start this entry..that's the reason why i put this entry's caption as "" ---yupp,,i make a doodle for this entry,,n will definitely do it for real..
((ahhaa,,bajet serius kahh ayat atas ni?,,maaf :)  ))
and,,above all,,alhamdulillah atas nikmat ISLAM dan IMAN...
my holiday really gonna comes to it's end by now...
i've been offered to proceed my study for BSc. (Hons) Financial Mathematics at Universiti Sains Islam Malaysia (USIM)
((yupp,,it takes 8semesters for me to complete my degree.....hmm,,then,,maybe masters? phd?..))((again,,let's pray for me guys))
so,,retrospectively,,i've filled my leisure moment with reading,,cooking,,driving,,n yupp of coz all these fell into helping my parents..
so,, i gonna share what i've read here n there..
I have loved quotes for about as long as I have learnt what the word 'quote' means..
Having put that in context, i shall start this entry by quoting Pablo Neruda who wrote, amongst many others :

"Remember, you are part of a beautiful story that did not start when you were born.

As your body cuts through the air, think of only the things that made you smile, the people that made 

you love, the ideas that made you strong.

Remember, those things will never happen again but they cannot unhappen.

Remember, what you felt can't ever be taken away.

Remember, you are part of a beautiful story that did not start when you were born.

And it will not end when you die.


and so i've decided to go on a small leap of retreats, so i can remember n forget.
So i can ask questions and receive answers.
So i can get lost and be found.
So i can be a better servant of allah,,a better daughter,,a better sister,,a better remarkable student : D

i'm utterly fascinated by this one from Terry Pratchett:
"why do you go away?So that you can come back. So that you can see the place you came from,,

the new eyes and extra colours. And the people there see you differently too..Coming back to where you  

 started is not the same as never leaving"


and as a muslim, i fervently believe in allah's grace,,as i knew HE said :

“It may happen that you hate a thing which is good for you, and it may happen that you love a thing which is bad for you. Allah knows, you know not,” (2:216)

yupppyy,,i guess memorising quranic versus would teach you a lot....having a thumb through it's definition would definitely lighten your spirit up :)

We may not realize it, but the reason we always see things negatively is because we always have a choice. We are in our own comfort zone. It may not be enough, but we will make do. In order to seek the knowledge we want, we live and struggle for it. And there is no such a thing called 'too late to learn'. There's strength within ourselves... and that whatever strength they have that makes them this powerful, I can have that too.
I can.
We all can.

~wallahualam...may allah bless us :)