Sunday, 28 April 2013

REALITY IS SO REAL

~i am so human indeed...It's really has been quite sometimes since i last having a thumb through this blog..
              ~ i used to admit that my blog is just my fairyland before,,,till then,,i begin to change up my mind..
----whenever i got something to be blurted,,or maybe to be shared,,blog,,twitter,,facebook aren't exactly things that come cross my mind...
      ----hmm,,maybe i've just created those for fun..**FUN??**err,,maybe just sort of babbling...yess,,u would have to agree wf me ,,whenever u talk on something,,u would probably feel as if your burdens flow out together wf your words...blog layout could be my 'motivation fairyland',,,just in case when i need ones~~

doing mistakes by mistakes...keep repeating the same..
sometimes i have to admit this..i felt guilty...,,then i ask forgiveness from my Lord,,then,,,commit the sin again..
SOUNDS SILLY HUHH??
its just like i'm not serious wf my repentance..shame on me.. shame..then,,when it c0mes to shaytan's whisper,,zahira might someh0w 'lost her balance'..
**AGHAST..
someh0w,,

exactly..indeed Allah is!!
you might wonder to know why i wrote this entry,,pretty sure it does sound like a bitch who had created big + mess sins...to be brief,,a bulk of...
well,,it's up to you to judge..but basically,,i just tend to write this entry wf my heart openly...wf the reality,,that i am just a human,,who belongs to the Lord,,yess,,to my lord,--ALLAH S.W.T
it's not necessarily for us to have a repentance just only after committing sins right??
in fact,,we should try to avoid any any any any....
okay,,actually,,this entry was immediately initiated just after having a read from ''ceramah'' by  imam muda asyraf,,err,,to be brief,,from other's experience.... ((luls nampak nau iman i turun naik, dan2 lepas ceramah insaf jap))
u know,,i just read the main content of that 'ceramah' ,written by a friend...,.,there's a question regarding repentance::
"ustaz, will Allah accept our taubah (repentance) eventhough we keep commiting sins and after that seek for forgiveness, and the cycle goes on ?"

then,,what did he answered??

''ALLAH loves the one who seeks for HIS forgiveness,,it shows that your heart is still pure..you feel guilty for committing sins,,,and you try to put all the things back...."

reading this,,and i was just like a  ''yezzzaa'' ...
thanks to allah f0r HIS forgiveness...
this someh0w remind me that nobody on this world perfect,,,yet,,there's always room for improvement guys...

~~n again,,this entry is just sort of my motivation...

~when the sun goes down,,and the light burns out,,then its time for you to shine,,,brighter than shooting star,,,so shine no matter where you are...

!!!!goshhh,,its just a song,,okay readers,,lets cut the crap off~~
but,,again,,i repeat,,**high enthusiasm,,,
''i believe,,there's nothing impossible to a willing heart...''




right,,after a long break from blogging,,now i'm not pretty sure how to end my entry...
but,,of all i know,,,is,,by remembering ALLAH in my little heart...


“Katakanlah (Wahai Muhammad), jika benar kamu mencintai Allah, maka ikutilah aku, nescaya Allah akan mencintaimu & mengampunkan dosa-dosamu . Sesungguhnya Dia Maha Pengampun lagi Maha Penyayang.”
(Surah Ali-Imran 3 : 31)


~~Do strive for jannah okay,,whenever,,wherever we are,,remember,,for what we were created
;) s0rt of remembrance for myself...
till then ! 

~~wallahualam~~
***